I cantcan't find the breath (sometimes iI can, but the majority of the time i cantI can't)
- i cantI can't notice the rising and falling of the stomach even when lying and putting my hand on it and also to moticenotice the breath in general is very hard for me.
no i understnad iNow I understand I can say if i dontI don't notice it "knowing" or "breath" ectetc - but than ithen I wait and wait and nothing - and in the mean time lots of secondary objects come up - if i. If I follow them though its not good- because you should have a primary object to build concentration, so iI need an "anchor"
soSo when iI say "knowing"*3"knowing" and thanthen what should iI do ? justJust focus on my belly ? andAnd if i dontdon't feel anything ? notNot even in other areas like the nose - what should iI do - focus harder ? follow seconderyFollow secondary objects only ?
I practicehave practiced for a long time now (did retreats ectetc) and iI thought this problem willwould fix itself, but iI still have this problem - when i. When I meditate iI do 1 hour walking than, then 1 hour sitting (mahasi style).