Delineations of a Self
"To what extent, Ananda, does one delineate when delineating a self?
Either delineating a self possessed of form and finite, one delineates
that 'My self is possessed of form and finite.' Or, delineating a self
possessed of form and infinite, one delineates that 'My self is
possessed of form and infinite.' Or, delineating a self formless and
finite, one delineates that 'My self is formless and finite.' Or,
delineating a self formless and infinite, one delineates that 'My self
is formless and infinite.'
"Now, the one who, when delineating a self, delineates it as possessed
of form and finite, either delineates it as possessed of form and
finite in the present, or of such a nature that it will [naturally]
become possessed of form and finite [in the future/after death], or he
believes that 'Although it is not yet that way, I will convert it into
being that way.' This being the case, it is proper to say that a fixed
view of a self possessed of form and finite obsesses him.
"The one who, when delineating a self, delineates it as possessed of
form and infinite, either delineates it as possessed of form and
infinite in the present, or of such a nature that it will [naturally]
become possessed of form and infinite [in the future/after death], or
he believes that 'Although it is not yet that way, I will convert it
into being that way.' This being the case, it is proper to say that a
fixed view of a self possessed of form and infinite obsesses him.
"The one who, when delineating a self, delineates it as formless and
finite, either delineates it as formless and finite in the present, or
of such a nature that it will [naturally] become formless and finite
[in the future/after death], or he believes that 'Although it is not
yet that way, I will convert it into being that way.' This being the
case, it is proper to say that a fixed view of a self formless and
finite obsesses him.
"The one who, when delineating a self, delineates it as formless and
infinite, either delineates it as formless and infinite in the
present, or of such a nature that it will [naturally] become formless
and infinite [in the future/after death], or he believes that
'Although it is not yet that way, I will convert it into being that
way.' This being the case, it is proper to say that a fixed view of a
self formless and infinite obsesses him.
Non-Delineations of a Self
"To what extent, Ananda, does one not delineate when not delineating a
self? Either not delineating a self possessed of form and finite, one
does not delineate that 'My self is possessed of form and finite.' Or,
not delineating a self possessed of form and infinite, one does not
delineate that 'My self is possessed of form and infinite.' Or, not
delineating a self formless and finite, one does not delineate that
'My self is formless and finite.' Or, not delineating a self formless
and infinite, one does not delineate that 'My self is formless and
infinite.'
"Now, the one who, when not delineating a self, does not delineate it
as possessed of form and finite, does not delineate it as possessed of
form and finite in the present, nor does he delineate it as of such a
nature that it will [naturally] become possessed of form and finite
[in the future/after death], nor does he believe that 'Although it is
not yet that way, I will convert it into being that way.' This being
the case, it is proper to say that a fixed view of a self possessed of
form and finite does not obsess him.
"The one who, when not delineating a self, does not delineate it as
possessed of form and infinite, does not delineate it as possessed of
form and infinite in the present, nor does he delineate it as of such
a nature that it will [naturally] become possessed of form and
infinite [in the future/after death], nor does he believe that
'Although it is not yet that way, I will convert it into being that
way.' This being the case, it is proper to say that a fixed view of a
self possessed of form and infinite does not obsess him.
"The one who, when not delineating a self, does not delineate it as
formless and finite, does not delineate it as formless and finite in
the present, nor does he delineate it as of such a nature that it will
[naturally] become formless and finite [in the future/after death],
nor does he believe that 'Although it is not yet that way, I will
convert it into being that way.' This being the case, it is proper to
say that a fixed view of a self formless and finite does not obsess
him.
"The one who, when not delineating a self, does not delineate it as
formless and infinite, does not delineate it as formless and infinite
in the present, nor does he delineate it as of such a nature that it
will [naturally] become formless and infinite [in the future/after
death], nor does he believe that 'Although it is not yet that way, I
will convert it into being that way.' This being the case, it is
proper to say that a fixed view of a self formless and infinite does
not obsess him.
Assumptions of a Self
"To what extent, Ananda, does one assume when assuming a self?
Assuming feeling to be the self, one assumes that 'Feeling is my self'
[or] 'Feeling is not my self: My self is oblivious [to feeling]' [or]
'Neither is feeling my self, nor is my self oblivious to feeling, but
rather my self feels, in that my self is subject to feeling.'
"Now, one who says, 'Feeling is my self,' should be addressed as
follows: 'There are these three feelings, my friend — feelings of
pleasure, feelings of pain, and feelings of neither pleasure nor pain.
Which of these three feelings do you assume to be the self?' At a
moment when a feeling of pleasure is sensed, no feeling of pain or of
neither pleasure nor pain is sensed. Only a feeling of pleasure is
sensed at that moment. At a moment when a feeling of pain is sensed,
no feeling of pleasure or of neither pleasure nor pain is sensed. Only
a feeling of pain is sensed at that moment. At a moment when a feeling
of neither pleasure nor pain is sensed, no feeling of pleasure or of
pain is sensed. Only a feeling of neither pleasure nor pain is sensed
at that moment.
"Now, a feeling of pleasure is inconstant, fabricated, dependent on
conditions, subject to passing away, dissolution, fading, and
cessation. A feeling of pain is inconstant, fabricated, dependent on
conditions, subject to passing away, dissolution, fading, and
cessation. A feeling of neither pleasure nor pain is inconstant,
fabricated, dependent on conditions, subject to passing away,
dissolution, fading, and cessation. Having sensed a feeling of
pleasure as 'my self,' then with the cessation of one's very own
feeling of pleasure, 'my self' has perished. Having sensed a feeling
of pain as 'my self,' then with the cessation of one's very own
feeling of pain, 'my self' has perished. Having sensed a feeling of
neither pleasure nor pain as 'my self,' then with the cessation of
one's very own feeling of neither pleasure nor pain, 'my self' has
perished.
"Thus he assumes, assuming in the immediate present a self inconstant,
entangled in pleasure and pain, subject to arising and passing away,
he who says, 'Feeling is my self.' Thus in this manner, Ananda, one
does not see fit to assume feeling to be the self.
"As for the person who says, 'Feeling is not the self: My self is
oblivious [to feeling],' he should be addressed as follows: 'My
friend, where nothing whatsoever is sensed (experienced) at all, would
there be the thought, "I am"?'"
"No, lord."
"Thus in this manner, Ananda, one does not see fit to assume that
'Feeling is not my self: My self is oblivious [to feeling].'
"As for the person who says, 'Neither is feeling my self, nor is my
self oblivious [to feeling], but rather my self feels, in that my self
is subject to feeling,' he should be addressed as follows: 'My friend,
should feelings altogether and every way stop without remainder, then
with feeling completely not existing, owing to the cessation of
feeling, would there be the thought, "I am"?'"
"No, lord."
"Thus in this manner, Ananda, one does not see fit to assume that
'Neither is feeling my self, nor is my self oblivious [to feeling],
but rather my self feels, in that my self is subject to feeling.'
"Now, Ananda, in as far as a monk does not assume feeling to be the
self, nor the self as oblivious, nor that 'My self feels, in that my
self is subject to feeling,' then, not assuming in this way, he is not
sustained by anything (does not cling to anything) in the world.
Unsustained, he is not agitated. Unagitated, he is totally unbound
right within. He discerns that 'Birth is ended, the holy life
fulfilled, the task done. There is nothing further for this world.'
"If anyone were to say with regard to a monk whose mind is thus
released that 'The Tathagata exists after death,' is his view, that
would be mistaken; that 'The Tathagata does not exist after death'...
that 'The Tathagata both exists and does not exist after death'...
that 'The Tathagata neither exists nor does not exist after death' is
his view, that would be mistaken. Why? Having directly known the
extent of designation and the extent of the objects of designation,
the extent of expression and the extent of the objects of expression,
the extent of description and the extent of the objects of
description, the extent of discernment and the extent of the objects
of discernment, the extent to which the cycle revolves: Having
directly known that, the monk is released. [To say that,] 'The monk
released, having directly known that, does not see, does not know is
his opinion,' that would be mistaken.