Through many of Yuttadhammo's videos and accesstoinsight, I have learned a vast amount of knowledge on the Buddha's teachings. But I feel like I am causing myself problems.
1) I keep on questioning everything I learn in the Dhamma & expanding on my questions through my answers and so on, how can I stop this from happening? How can I limit my questions or is there anything taught by the Buddha or in Yuttadhammo's tradition to help me?
2) As I have learned a lot (but definitely not all) from the Buddha's Dhamma, I keep on wanting to write down all that I learn but to keep it for myself on remembering the teaching, and I keep on writing long essays then rewriting and editing and adding and shrinking and adding and so on. I continue to do so and I feel like this is a problem, how can I cope with only knowing the teaching in my head than writing it all I learn down or is this not really a problem?
Please help! Metta