I noticed aside from gross sensory pleasures such as eating, or sometimes writing, I don't feel much pleasure or joy. It is as though the emotional spectrum of joy and pride, and other such positive emotions, is limited in myself.
This considered, is there any likelihood of success to any meditations or practices given I am doing things without happiness and joy?
I feel like I'm trying to move forwards while something is inherently lacking.
QUESTION: Also, what are the wholesome pleasures and joys usually implied in the Buddhist path?
EDIT: I would like to say that it feels as though such positive emotions are unFELT, but not unSOUGHT. Basically, I am drawn to positive situations and joys, e.g. listening to music, but the FEELING seems absent. Anyone have any idea what is going on?